Something i dreamt a couple of weeks ago...

[slightly faded now]
-Started off in the Westwoods Centre, where Mr Durston was having an art exhibition
-I was there with my dad (at first) and there were many large pieces of artwork around the room
-I kept being told off for touching things/moving/ruining things (i think... i seem to remember something about a chair... hmm anyways), though i was only attempting to help
-Suddenly i saw Rory, whom i haven't seen for ages so we were very surprised/pleased to see one another! He picked me up and twirled me around... though then realised that it was rather inappropriate for an art gallery...
*something happened in between? perhaps not. in any case, this was the same dream:*
-I was walking into a sort of flat/appartment with Thomas - Dutch friend - and i remember thinking that it was really cool as i hadn't thought i'd ever see him again. And as we got "friendly" i seemed to think that, perhaps because of this, it didn't matter very much. I do remember suddenly stopping and thinking 'What about Chris?' ... and then wondering whether this was cheating or not (which it obviously was, but for some reason in the dream it wasn't anything as bad as it would be in reality)

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Personal Meaning
The day after i had this dream, like the day after the one i had two nights ago, i felt bad about what i had dreamt (despite the fact i couldn't help what i was dreaming) and was also angry at my dream self for being so careless and insensitive. The possible reason why it happened to be Thomas could be that i got in touch with him again recently and had a chat, but, as i mentioned yesterday, it's not like i have any feelings left for him. Why do i manage to cheat on people in my dreams? A reaffirmation of my commitment? I hope so.

Art Gallery
To dream that you are in an art gallery, signifies disappointing reunions. You struggle to put forth a happy appearance, but in the inside, you yearn to be somewhere else.
Personal Meaning It's funny, because the whole of this dream was about reunions. Rory i have seen once since last summer, and i won't ever see my Dutch friends again but i have been talking to my three main friends again recently. Were they disappointing? I suppose its disappointing in a way... because i know they (Rory included) can never be friends like all the people i know around here, simply due to distance.
And, hoping that this blog isn't read by many; yearning to be somewhere else? I do. A lot.